Wednesday, June 04, 2003
During Mom's Operation
Morning, mom's having her operation. I'm keeping focused, reading Ron Roth's book on prayer and healing, listening to soundscapes on satellite TV, incense burning, 7 day candle still burning. My home is a temple filled with light beings.
Focusing on the operation, it's such a display of light. Angels guiding and supporting mom, angels and cords of light from the divine going to each of the people in the operation room, guiding the surgeons, nurses, and support staff, it's light with more light, scanning into the waiting room with my brother and relatives, more light, all of their angels supporting them. It's light upon light, brilliant.
Do some remote reconnection work, being aware of the energy moving between my hands, then entering the operating room, opps... don't come to me, stay, stay with your body, stay in form, this is heaven, there is much to love here, much to experience here. I take a place hovering in the back, sitting like little Buddha.
Back, doing some reading, question gets asked to me about using the exterior colon bag, (it was part of the surgeons game plan last night). Question pops in, out of the middle of nowhere, just like when the question popped in before asking if it would be OK is someone hit me while I was on my bike.
I answer mom would like everything to be working, to find the blockage remove it, have all the organs working including the intestines and colon, to not need the external colon bag, to clear away the cancer and return to full health.
Back to book. Ron is talking about prayer saying when 2 or more... I'm thinking I'm one where would I get another? Was two on Sunday working with Renee. Maybe I need to find a second.
Then inner guidance says, "You can count on me to come, I will be 2."
I'm dazzled. Sit right up and ask, "OK, are you saying that to do things, like healings, if I call on you, you will come and unite and we will be 2? And you already bring perfect faith."
"Yes."
Wow. That's freaking amazing.
So I sit up straight and ask the inner guidance to join me and do healing for my mother.
I hear, "It's already done, it's already done." Seems prayer should have the majority of it's time being used with thank you then with begging.
Lapse into a one on one meditation with inner guidance. Wow, even though the experience was a short time before I'm writing this, it all ready has the order of events going vague, with only the points being made standing out like bulleted text. OK, here's the points.
Inner guidance said, you and I are one. Everything that I am you are.
More reading, Ron Roth is wonderful. Phone rings, it's my bro. Mom is in recovery, operation went great, best case scenario, they were able to remove the bowel obstruction of her colon, she doesn't need the external colon bag, we'll hear more in a few hours.
Thank you Goddess, thank you Goddess, thank you, thank you thank you Goddess. I love you, I love you, I love you.
Focusing on the operation, it's such a display of light. Angels guiding and supporting mom, angels and cords of light from the divine going to each of the people in the operation room, guiding the surgeons, nurses, and support staff, it's light with more light, scanning into the waiting room with my brother and relatives, more light, all of their angels supporting them. It's light upon light, brilliant.
Do some remote reconnection work, being aware of the energy moving between my hands, then entering the operating room, opps... don't come to me, stay, stay with your body, stay in form, this is heaven, there is much to love here, much to experience here. I take a place hovering in the back, sitting like little Buddha.
Back, doing some reading, question gets asked to me about using the exterior colon bag, (it was part of the surgeons game plan last night). Question pops in, out of the middle of nowhere, just like when the question popped in before asking if it would be OK is someone hit me while I was on my bike.
I answer mom would like everything to be working, to find the blockage remove it, have all the organs working including the intestines and colon, to not need the external colon bag, to clear away the cancer and return to full health.
Back to book. Ron is talking about prayer saying when 2 or more... I'm thinking I'm one where would I get another? Was two on Sunday working with Renee. Maybe I need to find a second.
Then inner guidance says, "You can count on me to come, I will be 2."
I'm dazzled. Sit right up and ask, "OK, are you saying that to do things, like healings, if I call on you, you will come and unite and we will be 2? And you already bring perfect faith."
"Yes."
Wow. That's freaking amazing.
So I sit up straight and ask the inner guidance to join me and do healing for my mother.
I hear, "It's already done, it's already done." Seems prayer should have the majority of it's time being used with thank you then with begging.
Lapse into a one on one meditation with inner guidance. Wow, even though the experience was a short time before I'm writing this, it all ready has the order of events going vague, with only the points being made standing out like bulleted text. OK, here's the points.
Inner guidance said, you and I are one. Everything that I am you are.
More reading, Ron Roth is wonderful. Phone rings, it's my bro. Mom is in recovery, operation went great, best case scenario, they were able to remove the bowel obstruction of her colon, she doesn't need the external colon bag, we'll hear more in a few hours.
Thank you Goddess, thank you Goddess, thank you, thank you thank you Goddess. I love you, I love you, I love you.
