Wednesday, December 31, 2003
Going 'in' being fully the experience is a different experience than having the unconscious mind in, holding the joy while using the conscious mind to figure out what is happening.
Right now, I'm looking at what is happening. What is happening is still theory. Knowing it is interesting, and it may help in translating the experience to others.
However knowing what is physically happening is not the same as going in. Its like being at a door that is radiating light. Stepping through the door the mind vanishes. The light floods in. Everything is done as right action, right livelihood, knowing, the mind is small, watching, asking questions, listening, inside is pure light, pure heaven, it's my natural home, the only place I truly wish to be.
Here in the hall, looking at the door, I am in the rational mind, the analytical mind that discourse, examines, investigates, the mind that can not follow when inside the door of pure light. This mind is the scientist gathering information, samples, to share with the world, to create updated self perceptions with.
The gal at the Meadows said, feed the mind and it will heal the emotions/perceptions. The mind is amazing, this incredible supercomputer. Wetware at it's finest.
Now here's the mind blow, part of 'heaven watch'. One of the clues to heaven is synchronosity. So here's this one. Just as I'm pondering consciousness, personality, and perception, my TiVo records a Nova episode on the mysteries of the brain. And in the episode, the discussion of consciousness. More to follow. :)
Right now, I'm looking at what is happening. What is happening is still theory. Knowing it is interesting, and it may help in translating the experience to others.
However knowing what is physically happening is not the same as going in. Its like being at a door that is radiating light. Stepping through the door the mind vanishes. The light floods in. Everything is done as right action, right livelihood, knowing, the mind is small, watching, asking questions, listening, inside is pure light, pure heaven, it's my natural home, the only place I truly wish to be.
Here in the hall, looking at the door, I am in the rational mind, the analytical mind that discourse, examines, investigates, the mind that can not follow when inside the door of pure light. This mind is the scientist gathering information, samples, to share with the world, to create updated self perceptions with.
The gal at the Meadows said, feed the mind and it will heal the emotions/perceptions. The mind is amazing, this incredible supercomputer. Wetware at it's finest.
Now here's the mind blow, part of 'heaven watch'. One of the clues to heaven is synchronosity. So here's this one. Just as I'm pondering consciousness, personality, and perception, my TiVo records a Nova episode on the mysteries of the brain. And in the episode, the discussion of consciousness. More to follow. :)
