Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Work Life as my school/Entering the Peace Dimension
Jumping back into work today. The new realization is that instead of avoiding/hiding from my work is to embrace it as my life school, my Darshan. Instead of hiding from what causes pain in them, to illuminate and release the false mind that is causing the pain.
It's like a cosmic bug zapper. :)
Fears arise. Then get really really in the NOW present and explore the sponsoring thought, while amping up the bliss vibe. Zap.
The I AM discourses said to call upon the violet ray of St. Germain. Tried that, didn't seem all that effective.
Eckhart Tolle says, become aware of the unease and become very present. That's it, up the Presence, the Being awareness and watch the unease 'false mind ego' thought or thought-emotion response.
Having the unconscious buggy boos becoming present provides a way of cleaning out the consciousness. The idea of you have to feel fear to confront fear.
I have been living with, up the bliss, let it permeate through all levels of consciousness and therefore liberate the ego.
I defiantly have the full on rush/ecstasy/bliss consciousness going on. Eckhart talks also about the Peace dimension. So, now I am working on gaining the Peace dimension.
We are in the time of the counting of the Omer. The Kabalah is that we are purifying our souls and at the level of the Seferiot of the blemish we have caused. Each day is a purification/cleansing. So, what more perfect time to do this cleansing of conscience's, this time when cosmic cleansing is taking place.
Ok, so having my work world be my school is a new method for me. Well... I have had for quite a while the concept of my work assisting my spiritual life. No doubt.
However, I did try to keep the pain levels of my work down. I do not answer my phone, I screen all calls, I have caller ID, now I've turned off my answering machine and have everything going directly to voice mail so I don't even hear the calls coming in.
I'm still using the techniques I learned in combating depression, up the joy, minimize the pain. Like, don't look at finances right before going to sleep or check emails right before sleeping when working through some kind of international crises.
Well, ok, that's still good time management. So, *blink* guess I'll stop writing and get on the phone with Florida and find out if they want to buy this router from me. Then it's emailing guys in about 12 countries on their voice routes, doing some custom programming for a client... and I think, I hike. :)
*wave*
It's like a cosmic bug zapper. :)
Fears arise. Then get really really in the NOW present and explore the sponsoring thought, while amping up the bliss vibe. Zap.
The I AM discourses said to call upon the violet ray of St. Germain. Tried that, didn't seem all that effective.
Eckhart Tolle says, become aware of the unease and become very present. That's it, up the Presence, the Being awareness and watch the unease 'false mind ego' thought or thought-emotion response.
Having the unconscious buggy boos becoming present provides a way of cleaning out the consciousness. The idea of you have to feel fear to confront fear.
I have been living with, up the bliss, let it permeate through all levels of consciousness and therefore liberate the ego.
I defiantly have the full on rush/ecstasy/bliss consciousness going on. Eckhart talks also about the Peace dimension. So, now I am working on gaining the Peace dimension.
We are in the time of the counting of the Omer. The Kabalah is that we are purifying our souls and at the level of the Seferiot of the blemish we have caused. Each day is a purification/cleansing. So, what more perfect time to do this cleansing of conscience's, this time when cosmic cleansing is taking place.
Ok, so having my work world be my school is a new method for me. Well... I have had for quite a while the concept of my work assisting my spiritual life. No doubt.
However, I did try to keep the pain levels of my work down. I do not answer my phone, I screen all calls, I have caller ID, now I've turned off my answering machine and have everything going directly to voice mail so I don't even hear the calls coming in.
I'm still using the techniques I learned in combating depression, up the joy, minimize the pain. Like, don't look at finances right before going to sleep or check emails right before sleeping when working through some kind of international crises.
Well, ok, that's still good time management. So, *blink* guess I'll stop writing and get on the phone with Florida and find out if they want to buy this router from me. Then it's emailing guys in about 12 countries on their voice routes, doing some custom programming for a client... and I think, I hike. :)
*wave*
