Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Selecting where to put energy.. what the ferns said...
Contemplating sending in a customer suggestion card to Snowbowl after overhearing the lift guys comments at the top. Walking through the ferns, figuring when I'd write it, what I'd say. Sat down on small boulder, reaching out with left hand touching ferns leaf. Gorgeous. Ant walking on my hand, helped it find a spot of the fern to step onto and off of me.
Thoughts come along with visuals.
Reminded of time at grocery store. Line was long, only one line open. Thought enters to comment on it. Stay quiet, put awareness into heaven, into joy. Guy behind me starts saying the things that I had just thought. Hmm... I needn't comment on the ego world stuff.. if I had the idea, others have it, they will comment on it.
Reminded of Bush starting his thing about constitutional amendment banning same sex marriages. I said nothing. Read in the Advocate interviews with celebrities on the subject. Each idea that I had on the subject was voiced by someone. Each opinion was covered.
Hmm.. my ego ideas/reactions in the ego world are not unique.
Got image of wall of colored glass tubes. Each was something I could activate by selecting it with my consciousness. (Noticed Buddha was teaching this part.)
The question was given to me.
What is it that you will activate with your awareness?
Do you wish to activate more ego?
Do you wish to activate conflict?
Do you wish to activate Heaven?
Nothing you activate in the world of ego illusion is unique. It all has been done and is being done by the masses.
What is your wish? What will you activate?
To activate ego is beneath you.
To put your divine energy into exposing this employee is beneath you.
You are in Heaven.
What you have that is unique is to activate your awareness of Heaven.
hmm...
Then I remembered the technique of turning the issue over to my I Am conscienceness and allowing whatever balance or repair that needed to be made for peace to be made.
So I said, I call upon my I AM presences to take care of the issue of for peace.
And let it go. Got home, tossed away the address of where to send the customer suggestion.
The thing is... Remembering is so slipper. I remember and know one second, forget the next and have to be lead back to what I already know. *sigh*
Thoughts come along with visuals.
Reminded of time at grocery store. Line was long, only one line open. Thought enters to comment on it. Stay quiet, put awareness into heaven, into joy. Guy behind me starts saying the things that I had just thought. Hmm... I needn't comment on the ego world stuff.. if I had the idea, others have it, they will comment on it.
Reminded of Bush starting his thing about constitutional amendment banning same sex marriages. I said nothing. Read in the Advocate interviews with celebrities on the subject. Each idea that I had on the subject was voiced by someone. Each opinion was covered.
Hmm.. my ego ideas/reactions in the ego world are not unique.
Got image of wall of colored glass tubes. Each was something I could activate by selecting it with my consciousness. (Noticed Buddha was teaching this part.)
The question was given to me.
What is it that you will activate with your awareness?
Do you wish to activate more ego?
Do you wish to activate conflict?
Do you wish to activate Heaven?
Nothing you activate in the world of ego illusion is unique. It all has been done and is being done by the masses.
What is your wish? What will you activate?
To activate ego is beneath you.
To put your divine energy into exposing this employee is beneath you.
You are in Heaven.
What you have that is unique is to activate your awareness of Heaven.
hmm...
Then I remembered the technique of turning the issue over to my I Am conscienceness and allowing whatever balance or repair that needed to be made for peace to be made.
So I said, I call upon my I AM presences to take care of the issue of
And let it go. Got home, tossed away the address of where to send the customer suggestion.
The thing is... Remembering is so slipper. I remember and know one second, forget the next and have to be lead back to what I already know. *sigh*
