Friday, August 20, 2004
Kid sanctuary???
Ok, so here where I live is a temple of the Divine, Gan Eden. So... does that make this a kid sanctuary? Is this my apartment, provided by the goddess, or is it more than that, am I living at the Goddesses temple?
Kids naturally flock around me. Finn got out the other day and hooked up with Cloe a 9 year old who's divine. Since then Cloe has been over every day... told her not on Shabbos that it's my day of rest... she thinks I'm in bed all day sleeping, hehe... anyway first the visits were for a half hour or so, now they are like 6-7 hours a day *sigh* and amazingly she arrived today with another kid friend of my, son of my best friend here, Ahmad.
Living as the goddess and being her steward I've found myself buying food stuff for kids, making a cupboard of kid foods, buying Cloe a watch, and today checking kid drinks for the healthiest choices.
Cloe and Ahmad are both love beings. It's a delight to hear them laughing and playing. Cloe agrees with me that this is heaven. She doesn't know why people choose negativity. Her mom watches 'As the World Turns'. Cloe said it's just filled with negativity and it doesn't "turn her world" that negativity "stops her world". Cloe's mom came out of a childhood of child abuse, supposedly her father would beat her until she hid under her bed scared for her life. The abuse programming has carried over and Cloe was chatting away that she her mom had recently grabbed her by the neck, pinned her against the wall and started hitting her in the head, then just crushed her against the wall so she couldn't breath. So far I've let Cloe know that 99% of human adults are against that behavior, that her mom is wrong. Also that I don't lock my house and if necessary she could always come over. Her grandmother told her that she would press charges against Cloe's mom if Cloe wanted it. Cloe thought that meant her mom would get locked away in jail and Cloe didn't want that. I let Cloe know that Family Services would only remove a child from a home if there was immediate danger to the child and that probably what would happen is that they would have family and personal therapy which would make her life better. It's just too freaking huge to tell a kid that if they basically want some help with an abusive situation that their family will be destroyed and that their mom will be jailed, makes me want to slap the Grandma.
Well.. I've been wanting to help the crop of love beings that are on the planet now. We know, see, and experience the world differently from the old school. We are the light that brings the rest into the light. I'd been making plans of step 1, step 2. Only know it seems, the kids are gathering here. ahh.. time to get my steps moving forward. :)
Kids naturally flock around me. Finn got out the other day and hooked up with Cloe a 9 year old who's divine. Since then Cloe has been over every day... told her not on Shabbos that it's my day of rest... she thinks I'm in bed all day sleeping, hehe... anyway first the visits were for a half hour or so, now they are like 6-7 hours a day *sigh* and amazingly she arrived today with another kid friend of my, son of my best friend here, Ahmad.
Living as the goddess and being her steward I've found myself buying food stuff for kids, making a cupboard of kid foods, buying Cloe a watch, and today checking kid drinks for the healthiest choices.
Cloe and Ahmad are both love beings. It's a delight to hear them laughing and playing. Cloe agrees with me that this is heaven. She doesn't know why people choose negativity. Her mom watches 'As the World Turns'. Cloe said it's just filled with negativity and it doesn't "turn her world" that negativity "stops her world". Cloe's mom came out of a childhood of child abuse, supposedly her father would beat her until she hid under her bed scared for her life. The abuse programming has carried over and Cloe was chatting away that she her mom had recently grabbed her by the neck, pinned her against the wall and started hitting her in the head, then just crushed her against the wall so she couldn't breath. So far I've let Cloe know that 99% of human adults are against that behavior, that her mom is wrong. Also that I don't lock my house and if necessary she could always come over. Her grandmother told her that she would press charges against Cloe's mom if Cloe wanted it. Cloe thought that meant her mom would get locked away in jail and Cloe didn't want that. I let Cloe know that Family Services would only remove a child from a home if there was immediate danger to the child and that probably what would happen is that they would have family and personal therapy which would make her life better. It's just too freaking huge to tell a kid that if they basically want some help with an abusive situation that their family will be destroyed and that their mom will be jailed, makes me want to slap the Grandma.
Well.. I've been wanting to help the crop of love beings that are on the planet now. We know, see, and experience the world differently from the old school. We are the light that brings the rest into the light. I'd been making plans of step 1, step 2. Only know it seems, the kids are gathering here. ahh.. time to get my steps moving forward. :)
