Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Ripples and ripples of Bliss
Wow, just feel so good, ripples and ripples of bliss. Keep finding myself standing stock still as waves of bliss flow through my body.
Standing still, sitting still, tuned into the bliss.
It so so so good and getting better, hard to shake it off and move. Poised like a deer listening.
Made the change in consciousness to "Heaven UP!". (Said/used like the phrase 'Cowboy up'.)
Just accept that I'm in Heaven. No drama. There's no value to me being in ordinary consciousness, that brings nothing to the mix. The max value that I have is heaven consciousness. Chariot of Heaven. To anchor Heaven realization/consciousness.
Saturday, looking at the plants, found it was time to stop looking at them as a care taker and start looking at them in awe, in blissfully awareness. It's a shift from looking for the 'needs' to looking at the 'perfection'. Wow, those plants rock! Snapdragons are sooooo cool. So glad I got them.
Sunday, guided to start the day with the plants, could hear my guidance taking note to not work me to hard, as the previous Sunday I worked on tasks until I was ill from lack of food and took Monday to revive.
Saw a Rumni quote "Bet everything on love", and the catalog described it as romantic advice. Interesting. The torah said about the revelation of the Divine as "Each to their own understanding." First I scoffed the catalog guys with a hey, it's Rumni, it's about Divine ecstasy. Like, hey, you guys are wrong, then I had that flash of "Each to their own understanding." So that's their understanding and it's perfect as their understanding. My ego can be such a punk.
So, Sunday I'm planting, watering, tending the plants and fish. Time... well time is vaporware. *grin* Anyway, time had gone full throttle. I get in the car to go up to Snowbowl even though it looked like I would get there too late. Get behind a truck doing 45 in a 55 strip, hmm.... Ok, this is heaven, it's perfect. Same truck pulls off on the road up the mountain to Snowbowl, pass him like a bat out of hell. (I have the land speed record driving Oak Creek Canyon... kids.. do not do this at home.) Anyway, zoom up the hill way fast and way fun 'goddess is driving' speeds. Hit the parking lot, got 1 minute to get a ticket (complementary 'cause of my season ski pass), and hit the lift. hmm.. in normal human ego consciousness I'm too late, game over. I do thought, hmm 1 minute hmm... , thought blast back, even though technically it's too late, we still have the human kindness factor. Run in, they punch a ticket, run to lift gal lets me jump the barricade and grab a lift chair. Nice. Here's the thing, I knew while racing up, that I'd get on the lift. Thought came in, it's heaven, since it's heaven, I'll probably get on the lift. Said thank you goddess, grinned more and did another fast switch back. hehe
Saw a brown bear on the lift ride, she came out of the tree line onto the ski run break just on the edge of a rock scree. Normally I sit across the chair, with my back to the oncoming chairs to avoid saying hi to every group coming down. This time I let everyone coming by me know to look for the bear. It was fun. They were loving it. Told the park ranger about the bear while he passed me on his way down. He radioed back up his thanks said it was a 'huge' brown bear, that they are rare and I was lucky to have spotted it.
hmm....... lucky? hehe
There's a commentary on Exodus that I keep reflecting on regarding the miracles/plagues in Egypt. 'Only those who expected to see miracles saw miracles, the rest only saw disasters.'
I've also been flashing on the image that guy from Vegas hit me with, of my body as a light body. Startled I said back to him, "it's all light!" Laughing he said back, 'yes that is all there is'. So, I've been adventuring with my consciousness in the light being plane.
It's like, what if a person suddenly experience everything at the quark level. We know about the quark level, yet with our eyes we see this hugely dense level... and yet we know we are mostly space. What if we were looking at things from the mostly space view. So, I've seen/experienced the white/red light level, now I'm just bleeding that experience into my density experience.
Yo, time to do a peek opportunity outside thing.
Love
Standing still, sitting still, tuned into the bliss.
It so so so good and getting better, hard to shake it off and move. Poised like a deer listening.
Made the change in consciousness to "Heaven UP!". (Said/used like the phrase 'Cowboy up'.)
Just accept that I'm in Heaven. No drama. There's no value to me being in ordinary consciousness, that brings nothing to the mix. The max value that I have is heaven consciousness. Chariot of Heaven. To anchor Heaven realization/consciousness.
Saturday, looking at the plants, found it was time to stop looking at them as a care taker and start looking at them in awe, in blissfully awareness. It's a shift from looking for the 'needs' to looking at the 'perfection'. Wow, those plants rock! Snapdragons are sooooo cool. So glad I got them.
Sunday, guided to start the day with the plants, could hear my guidance taking note to not work me to hard, as the previous Sunday I worked on tasks until I was ill from lack of food and took Monday to revive.
Saw a Rumni quote "Bet everything on love", and the catalog described it as romantic advice. Interesting. The torah said about the revelation of the Divine as "Each to their own understanding." First I scoffed the catalog guys with a hey, it's Rumni, it's about Divine ecstasy. Like, hey, you guys are wrong, then I had that flash of "Each to their own understanding." So that's their understanding and it's perfect as their understanding. My ego can be such a punk.
So, Sunday I'm planting, watering, tending the plants and fish. Time... well time is vaporware. *grin* Anyway, time had gone full throttle. I get in the car to go up to Snowbowl even though it looked like I would get there too late. Get behind a truck doing 45 in a 55 strip, hmm.... Ok, this is heaven, it's perfect. Same truck pulls off on the road up the mountain to Snowbowl, pass him like a bat out of hell. (I have the land speed record driving Oak Creek Canyon... kids.. do not do this at home.) Anyway, zoom up the hill way fast and way fun 'goddess is driving' speeds. Hit the parking lot, got 1 minute to get a ticket (complementary 'cause of my season ski pass), and hit the lift. hmm.. in normal human ego consciousness I'm too late, game over. I do thought, hmm 1 minute hmm... , thought blast back, even though technically it's too late, we still have the human kindness factor. Run in, they punch a ticket, run to lift gal lets me jump the barricade and grab a lift chair. Nice. Here's the thing, I knew while racing up, that I'd get on the lift. Thought came in, it's heaven, since it's heaven, I'll probably get on the lift. Said thank you goddess, grinned more and did another fast switch back. hehe
Saw a brown bear on the lift ride, she came out of the tree line onto the ski run break just on the edge of a rock scree. Normally I sit across the chair, with my back to the oncoming chairs to avoid saying hi to every group coming down. This time I let everyone coming by me know to look for the bear. It was fun. They were loving it. Told the park ranger about the bear while he passed me on his way down. He radioed back up his thanks said it was a 'huge' brown bear, that they are rare and I was lucky to have spotted it.
hmm....... lucky? hehe
There's a commentary on Exodus that I keep reflecting on regarding the miracles/plagues in Egypt. 'Only those who expected to see miracles saw miracles, the rest only saw disasters.'
I've also been flashing on the image that guy from Vegas hit me with, of my body as a light body. Startled I said back to him, "it's all light!" Laughing he said back, 'yes that is all there is'. So, I've been adventuring with my consciousness in the light being plane.
It's like, what if a person suddenly experience everything at the quark level. We know about the quark level, yet with our eyes we see this hugely dense level... and yet we know we are mostly space. What if we were looking at things from the mostly space view. So, I've seen/experienced the white/red light level, now I'm just bleeding that experience into my density experience.
Yo, time to do a peek opportunity outside thing.
Love
