Friday, September 03, 2004
She - "It must be frustrating." Me - "huh?"
Bobby, cool gal from Alaska, started chatting with me after everyone left. (I'm working on their office computer.)
Bobby: "You are always smiling."
Me: "Yep"
Ok so we're talking about the nature of existence. I confide that I exist in bliss. That I tone it down around people and that by the time I got in my car I'd be in ecstasy.
Bobby: "A year ago I would have been afraid of you."
Me: "huh?"
Bobby: "Too much light, too much truth."
Me: "So what's different now?"
Bobby: "I'm in a better place, I'm ready to feel good."
Me: "Kewl." (Thinking... afraid of someone who is fun, smiley, gentle, and funny? yikes! huh.. that's profound people afraid of truth.)
Bobby: "Isn't it frustrating for you to be in such a high place and being surrounded by people that can't relate?"
Me: "No. I don't need people to understand. I'm in BLISS. It's not based on some set of conditions, it IS, it's Unconditional Bliss. I'm not suffering. I'm not doing 'frustration'."
There was a time when I wanted to get through to people, to say 'wake up come on, there's a bliss bash going on and you're ignoring it!' Like going to an event in Sedona, all these people gathered saying they want what I have, listening to speakers saying they have a plan on how to obtain what I have... and there I am, sitting right there with them... having it and they can't even see.
Bobby: "You are always smiling."
Me: "Yep"
Ok so we're talking about the nature of existence. I confide that I exist in bliss. That I tone it down around people and that by the time I got in my car I'd be in ecstasy.
Bobby: "A year ago I would have been afraid of you."
Me: "huh?"
Bobby: "Too much light, too much truth."
Me: "So what's different now?"
Bobby: "I'm in a better place, I'm ready to feel good."
Me: "Kewl." (Thinking... afraid of someone who is fun, smiley, gentle, and funny? yikes! huh.. that's profound people afraid of truth.)
Bobby: "Isn't it frustrating for you to be in such a high place and being surrounded by people that can't relate?"
Me: "No. I don't need people to understand. I'm in BLISS. It's not based on some set of conditions, it IS, it's Unconditional Bliss. I'm not suffering. I'm not doing 'frustration'."
There was a time when I wanted to get through to people, to say 'wake up come on, there's a bliss bash going on and you're ignoring it!' Like going to an event in Sedona, all these people gathered saying they want what I have, listening to speakers saying they have a plan on how to obtain what I have... and there I am, sitting right there with them... having it and they can't even see.
