Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Rachel - The Red String
There's a lot of Love, Light, and Angels about today.
Spring is reclined on the desk, walking on me purring and kneading over and over. I am blissed out, eyes open slightly.
Start this movie on Judaism.com on Rachel - The Red String, (I had just ordered one, I want to feel it, to experience what it feels like.. something that has been at the Tomb of Rachel.)
So the movie starts, I am petting Spring, interested in the movie. About a minute into it they switch to a song of "Mother Rachel Cry for Us Again, Wont you Shed a Tear for Us Again", and suddenly I start crying, huge deep cries, insatiable, unstoppable, movie continues, tears stop and I am left quiet. Crying and observing the crying. My Heart is plugged right into the Divine. 99 percent of the time the emotion that is flowing is unbridled Joy and Ecstasy. On a few brief occasions the emotion that flows in is Grief.
OK. ... I am thinking that is the energy of Rachel that I connected with.
Wow. She's crying, she's crying about her children, wow. I am thinking from that experience that She Stayed Here. Instead of moving into Lightness and Joy, she stayed here to comfort and plead for her children. She is crying so hard. If for no other reason than for love of Rachel, it is time to close this era and bring on Moshiach.
I wonder.. it feel like it would be too huge to visit the Tomb of Rachel... right now... it feels like if I were there I would either faint or weep uncontrollably... that was so intense.
Ok, watched it again, this time no crying. Right now, instead of being totally open and blissed out, I am vibrating in form, yet wary in mind, think I could visit the Tomb as long as I kept myself from being wide open receptive.
Spring is reclined on the desk, walking on me purring and kneading over and over. I am blissed out, eyes open slightly.
Start this movie on Judaism.com on Rachel - The Red String, (I had just ordered one, I want to feel it, to experience what it feels like.. something that has been at the Tomb of Rachel.)
So the movie starts, I am petting Spring, interested in the movie. About a minute into it they switch to a song of "Mother Rachel Cry for Us Again, Wont you Shed a Tear for Us Again", and suddenly I start crying, huge deep cries, insatiable, unstoppable, movie continues, tears stop and I am left quiet. Crying and observing the crying. My Heart is plugged right into the Divine. 99 percent of the time the emotion that is flowing is unbridled Joy and Ecstasy. On a few brief occasions the emotion that flows in is Grief.
OK. ... I am thinking that is the energy of Rachel that I connected with.
Wow. She's crying, she's crying about her children, wow. I am thinking from that experience that She Stayed Here. Instead of moving into Lightness and Joy, she stayed here to comfort and plead for her children. She is crying so hard. If for no other reason than for love of Rachel, it is time to close this era and bring on Moshiach.
I wonder.. it feel like it would be too huge to visit the Tomb of Rachel... right now... it feels like if I were there I would either faint or weep uncontrollably... that was so intense.
Ok, watched it again, this time no crying. Right now, instead of being totally open and blissed out, I am vibrating in form, yet wary in mind, think I could visit the Tomb as long as I kept myself from being wide open receptive.
