Monday, June 27, 2005
How do you drive this thing?
As a kid I found my family could do some things and lived in a knowing that we didn't speak of to others. I grew up knowing we lived in this BIG world and the regular person figured we lived in this much SMALLER world. I'm just so grateful that my family was in the loop and I wasn't just different and out on my own.
One of my favorite quotes from my father is "Rules are great, they are not for us, however they make people so predictable."
So here's the thing... I know I am LOVE in form. I know I'm a love being. I know everything is light and everything is ONE. I know we are assisted by light beings, those in form and those that are Angels, Fairies, Sprites, Guides, Guardians, and Family that has crossed over. I know I am the I AM.
So, knowing all of this... how do you drive? I've got my hands on the steering wheel and I've managed to drive off cliffs, drive into canyon walls, drive in and out of the ditch, crash into others, race smoothly, get my car to fly, and then forget to turn on the lights and drive into a bog.
I know I am getting perfect Divine Guidance. I know my life is magical and perfect. I know all my needs are being met. And then I'm three weeks late paying my rent. Pass due bills flood in. Cut off notices for the utilities appear. *cough* And.. yet I know that I'm creating my environment and everything is perfect, good, and fine. *sigh*
Ok, SO, HOW DO I DRIVE?
Hacking my Head
Lets say I am getting perfect divine guidance. There is plenty of evidence of it. So, how do I determine what is divine guidance and what is crap?
I seem to get two thoughts. The first one is to 'do' something. The second is a complaint, whining 'don't do' that something. I am going to jettison the second thought and label it as evil, i.e. anti-live. When the second thought enters my mind in stead of giving it consideration I'll just go, ok, and there's the whinnying thought. Lets see how it works. :)
