Thursday, June 30, 2005
Success - Failure
Last week when I was struggling, tossing and turning inside myself, I had purchased "Healing with Fairies" by Doreen Virtue and read the part about receiving your desires having the fairies help remove blockages and the instruction Doreen received from Archangel Michael on receiving. Ok, so I soaked in the tub ... which I love ... and took a nap, ok so it ended up being more of going to bed early. My morning dreams were vivid and before I returned to consciousness I heard Archangel Michael say, "the only way you can fail is by giving up". "You are bringing it with you, you are carrying it, just show up and it's done."
Hmm..
Ok so I'm running with that thought now. That its not 'me' that is succeeding it is me acting as a vessel for the Divine.
Ok, so what if all the goals that I have are actually soul goals. What if all of those goals are already completed and I am just connected with them?
There is this portion I was reading on the last Jewish Holiday in the Torah, where God instructs people to come to the temple to give their first fruit and grain offering, etc. The instruction is, if it is far and difficult to bring your first fruits, etc., you should sell them, take the money and come to the temple and buy whatever your soul desires and eat and enjoy it at the temple, be it bread or meat or wine or strong drink, whatever you soul desires that you should do. (Something like that.)
Hmm.. G-d is saying we should give our soul what it desires? G-d is backing it? Hmm..
What if, by me staying in my soul consciousness, all of these desires are actually soul desires and G-d is actually fulfilling them as long as I stick to the goals and do not give up?
Ok, well, that's what I'm running with.
Hmm..
Ok so I'm running with that thought now. That its not 'me' that is succeeding it is me acting as a vessel for the Divine.
Ok, so what if all the goals that I have are actually soul goals. What if all of those goals are already completed and I am just connected with them?
There is this portion I was reading on the last Jewish Holiday in the Torah, where God instructs people to come to the temple to give their first fruit and grain offering, etc. The instruction is, if it is far and difficult to bring your first fruits, etc., you should sell them, take the money and come to the temple and buy whatever your soul desires and eat and enjoy it at the temple, be it bread or meat or wine or strong drink, whatever you soul desires that you should do. (Something like that.)
Hmm.. G-d is saying we should give our soul what it desires? G-d is backing it? Hmm..
What if, by me staying in my soul consciousness, all of these desires are actually soul desires and G-d is actually fulfilling them as long as I stick to the goals and do not give up?
Ok, well, that's what I'm running with.
