Monday, September 12, 2005
Making better choices
Once Linda said she would be 'my bank' it's like a cloud lifted from me. The downward economic suicide was over... now its like I have awaken again. I've been looking around, wow, I've got stuff strewn all over the rocks. But the sinking fear is gone. When I was freaking over my grocery receipt, instead of that fear voice being able to pull me into the black inkiness of the abyss, I tossed back at it, Linda will take care of it. *Poof* popped the fear's balloon.
Now the thoughts entering my mind are discussing 'making better choices'. My food intake is changing. That's where I first heard the 'making better choices' in my head. I was thinking... thirsty... soda, thought came back 'thirsty=water' and water I had. I've been noticing that when I am hungry I start making poor food choices, more of the prepackaged type. The new energy is interviewing when I go for a snack and exchanging a salad instead.
Now the thoughts entering my mind are discussing 'making better choices'. My food intake is changing. That's where I first heard the 'making better choices' in my head. I was thinking... thirsty... soda, thought came back 'thirsty=water' and water I had. I've been noticing that when I am hungry I start making poor food choices, more of the prepackaged type. The new energy is interviewing when I go for a snack and exchanging a salad instead.
