Monday, September 19, 2005
Receiving... What if
Right now, I am constantly receiving bliss. Ok, so I know that the Divine is right here showing up as unconditional happiness. Here's the thought that came. What if to have financial abundance I don't have to ramp up and be in warrior mode. What if what I need to do is to receive perfectly? So, if everything is the Divine, everything, everything, everything, everything, and I am all ready feeling this incredible flow of bliss which grows stronger the more I focus on it... what if... financial abundance is the same thing? What if I focus on my lower chakra, like on my second chakra and feel the joy building there? Here's the thing that opened the unconditional happiness big time. I asked, beg, pleaded, implored the Divine to do it for me. To keep me conscious longer and longer. Once I found the new reality it was like I was there then I'd forget, then I was there, then I would forget again. So I kept asking God to please keep me in Divine Conciousness because on my own I kept falling asleep. And.. She did. So... what if.. I ask the Divine to tune me into perfect unconditional financial abundance? So this is what I'm asking. This is my current place of being.
I am a metis pipe carrying medicine women. In that training there is 'father sky' and 'mother earth'. In Kabbalah, I'm also a Kabbalist, there is the Divine as male aspect that unites on Shabbos with the Shehinah the female aspect. There is also the story of Genesis, where the female was created after the male. Malbim states that that which is created later is closer to the Divine and when things are messed up that the former rules over the later and all is in chaos. The female holds the key to the male's connection with the Divine. Ok. So. Since the Divine is the Source and I am born a female which is to be connected directly to the Divine and the model of the female is receptive, then perhaps it is really as easy as the Divine provides and I receive.
I am a metis pipe carrying medicine women. In that training there is 'father sky' and 'mother earth'. In Kabbalah, I'm also a Kabbalist, there is the Divine as male aspect that unites on Shabbos with the Shehinah the female aspect. There is also the story of Genesis, where the female was created after the male. Malbim states that that which is created later is closer to the Divine and when things are messed up that the former rules over the later and all is in chaos. The female holds the key to the male's connection with the Divine. Ok. So. Since the Divine is the Source and I am born a female which is to be connected directly to the Divine and the model of the female is receptive, then perhaps it is really as easy as the Divine provides and I receive.
