Mystic musings

Here's what I would love to see. Someone who really loves the Christian Church to reform the Church once again and bring it into Truth.

The cool thing about the Christian Church is that it is constantly evolving, testing itself, growing in maturity.

The sucky thing about the Christian Church is that it is founded on lies.

God is ONE. That is the central belief of Judaism which is what Christianity believes it grew from. The God of Adam and Eve, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Joseph, Moses, Aaron, David, and all the prophets is ONE. There is God and nothing else. There is Source and nothing else. There is the Divine and nothing else. Whatever the name there is only ONE.

The followers of Jesus 63 years after his crossing over announced that God was NOT One. They said everything is separate. This was not the belief of Jesus, it was the story invented by the founders of the Christian Church, the spin doctors of their time.

The Christian Church spin doctors said there is no 'oneness'. To gain power, which give me a break, the Christian Church has always been about power and control, they created a new system.

They sold the idea of separation. That God is God, people are separate and have a hard time pleasing their god. They created eternal hell, they created a way to buy out of it, they created a need for a martyr to die to appease the god they created, they created suffer here, reward in a heaven, which you have to be on the 'A' list to get into.

The Christian Church lied to people about the nature of god. They built an empire of pain and suffering. They became the anti-christ.

There are enough people that know this history. For the Christians to be liberated they need to know the truth, get rid of the lies. God is ONE. I feel so sorry for Christians, I love them so much, I hate them suffering just for the Church to have power over them. I don't feel that it's mission to be another Martin Luther. But I really really wish that love person would appear and help them out.

I'm in a rush of ecstasy. Like being in a bubbling, rushing, stream. People are so far behind me that I barely look over my shoulder at them. They are so freaking wrong about life, about joy, about beingness, about Source, about the Divine. While they all hang out in the bog I'm hanging in the joy stream. I have been throttling my energy back while I hang with people. It's like my little 3 year old niece, she has this 10,000 watt smile. Wow, high intensity joy beaming in her smile. Wow. I have the same! Around people; to relate with them, to connect with, or to interface with them I slip into incognito I try to keep the high beams down, to lower the fact that I'm only millimeters away from shouting in ecstasy I AM SO HAPPY, IT'S ALL SO BEAUTIFUL!!!

But ya know what???

I'm not alone! More love beings are here, waking up, throwing off the stupid earth madness, getting their grove on, swimming in the love wave. It's so so so cool!

I will not conform to the earth madness, to the 'norm', to the drudgery that people keep alive in their belief systems. When they say, 'this sucks', I will not be nodding my head with them. Screw 'em, I'm here to live! To love! To dance, celebrate, rejoice, be free, be grateful, to experience heaven on earth, to be love in form, to be the Divine walking the earth in human form, to say thank you, thank you, thank you all day and night, joining the song of the light beings to the Divine.



Love ya all!

My mind is a lower life form.

Focus on function, not form.

Infinite flexibility.

So I come back to Flagstaff with a $50 cash loan from one of my step brothers and $20 'get yourself a lunch at the airport' from my step dad. Felt great to have some food money. Also was wonderful to be back at my childhood home. It's one of the first homes on the lake, built up into a hill, surrounded by 14 acres of woods, has a pool next to the barn, hehe. Mom was a fashion designer and later an interior designer with her own interior design business for over 25 years. The house is gorgeous and so are the grounds. It was great to relax and play and feel loved.

On Monday I went 'ok, time to change, I am no longer interested in micro managing little to no money to pay bills with'. Personally I'm sick of it. I mean, it is a skill, living on the edge, just squeaking by, but I already learned that skill, I already learned living on empty, the lessons were boring me, not serving me and it was time to move on!

I've been turning it all over to God to take care of it, but this time it was different, I'm just freaking sick of it.

Monday was a travel day, Tuesday was a relaxed play day, Wednesday coming home from buying milk, looking at the mountain wow, it's so so so beautiful, so got to drive up and say hi to all the beings in my little spot up there. Later that night the thought kept coming into my mind... "Just write the outline for the retainer." It was repeating over and over... so ok, I do and then some points start to flow, end up putting a couple of hours in and going to bed. Wake up to an email, I've been asked to come to the client's office to meet with the person who needs to review the retainer proposal, oh ya, and by the way, she is leaving tomorrow for vacation so could you be here this morning. Hm.. So I have the retainer ready for her review and in her hands... that 'just write the outline for the retainer' that was persistent in my mind defiantly had the knowledge that I was using the retainer the next day.

It is so apparent that I'm just a walking vessel. The Divine is making everything happen around me. It feels like I have this crew of light beings getting everything done. End up doing some mission impossible stuff for her and for her father the CEO while he's in Turkey.

Before when I was scared to bill for the mobile services support I was giving them, they called me and asked me to set up a few more phones for them, to do so I did a contract review and suddenly a $1,550 credit came together. The client went Wow. I looked around ... ok light beings... ok.. how did you pull off that?

Now that I'm sick of the having nothing drama and I'm pretty satisfied that I do not want to move in with my step dad in my mom's home, she passed away and I'm a third owner, well now that I'm done with that the money is coming in, in an unexpected way.. cause in the world of form it's like, 'how did you pull that off?' and in an expected way cause in the world before form it's like, 'thank you thank you thank you for taking care of us'.

One of the things I did was to pay Dr. L's bill. I'm thinking I've been carrying my stress in my neck and my neck and arm are doing pain. Plus my foot is still hurting. Well, this is the way I figured it. My body is the Divine's body, so instead of me choosing to let it stay in pain while I wait for more money to come in. I use the money that I have now to clear up my bill with Dr. L and go see him again to get rid of whatever it is that is messing up. It's the Divine's body, not mine and I need to look after it. :)

Ok, this gave me amazing clarity. Doreen Virtue, Ph.D. authored a number of the books that a clairvoyant once wrote down for me as a follow up to a chakra clearing I received from her. I purchased Doreen Virtue's Chakra Clearing tape right away and then went into 'pause' mode on the rest of the items on the book list. Hmm.. Anyway, Doreen wrote this fantastic book: "Earth Angels, A Pocket Guide for Incarnated Angels, Elementals, Starpeople, Walk-Ins, and Wizards".

This is wonderful, not only are we not alone, there is an entire troupe of different identified light beings on the planet. It's so cool. I took her quiz 2 weeks ago, (week before I left for Wisconsin), and it so cleared up my perspective on who everyone is and what makes them tick. Instead of pounding my head wondering why the heck people don't get it, or IT even, or act so .... well to me, freaking bizarre, I just go hmmm... they are earthers. Now I see the really nice and often overweight people and can immediately recognize them as incarnated angels, or the wicked cool pixy types and go, hurrah!, they are incarnated elementals (fairies, mermaids, etc.).

My entire life I have been wondering why people are not like me. For the last five years I've been tuned into this unconditional happiness wave, it amps my body, it shows on my face, it's always tuned to happiness, it's like an artisan well or a hot tub jet, like 24/7 effervescence joy/rush, regardless of any circumstance. Then there is looking at light bouncing off things, there is this huge mind blowing bliss in light. Or looking at almost anything and seeing this immense beauty happening at the micro level. Or water... wow, water is so so so amazing. *purr*

Growing up I have seen people as stuck, on the wrong track, spouting lies, I've wanted to shake them, wake them up, then I figured, whatever, I'll let them do their own thing and just keep quiet, enjoying constant bliss with the Divine.

Now I'm like, hang on Doreen Virtue is calling us out. She not only identifies types, she even has a description that fits me, dabbler and 'a new realm that is yet undiscovered.' My actual 'I' is only a switch keeper. I move the switch to either 'ego' or 'Divine' consciousness and that's it. I am working at always keeping the switch in the 'Divine consciousness' position and yet I fall asleep and pull it into ego, or I listen to fear and pull it into ego, or to relate to my love ones I'll agree with them and pull it to ego. Ego is death *shiver*. In 'Divine' consciousess I am an active listener and the actions that come forth are put together and blessed by the Divine, I'm just listening, doing and watching the lever.

Here's the Quiz, take it yourself the results will be at the end. ;)

(Incarnated beings are beings that from different realms who choose to be born as humans. AKA light beings.)

(Doreen Virtue, Ph.D. - Earth Angels, A Pocket Guide for Incarnated Angels, Elementals, Starpeople, Walk-Ins, and Wizards, Published by Hays House Inc, copywrite 2002 by Doreen Virtue)

Chapter Two

Quiz: What Type of Earth Angel Are You?


Some people know immediately which Earth Angel realm they fit into as soon as they hear the descriptions of each type. But if you're still unsure, this quiz, and the chapters that follow, may help you recognize your spiritual family-of-origin.

Please write True or False (T or F) next to each statement below. Go with the first answer that comes to your mind or heart:

1. __ I tend to easily put on extra weight, or I'm currently overweight.
2. __ My past or current love partners are addicts or alcoholics.
3. __ I rarely break a rule.
4. __ I have a hard time saying no.
5. __ I hightlight, color, or bleach my hair.
6. __ I would prefer to help someone one-on-one, rather than in a group setting.
7. __ Truth be told, I like animals ore plants much better than I like people.
8. __ I have Celtic origins, or I look Celtic (that is, I have a reddish tint in my hair, freckles, or a ruddy complexion).
9. __ I constantly play practical jokes.
10. __ I'm quite the mischief maker, and seem to have a persistent twinkle in my eyes.
11. __ I'm fiercely independent and don't like following rules or authority.
12. __ My finances seem to be either feast or famine.
13. __ I don't like being the center of attention, and I'm usually a wallflower at social functions.
14. __ I've always believed in, or been interested in, ETs or UFOs.
15. __ I'm compulsively thoughtful toward people, whether they express appreciation or not.
16. __ I conduct Reiki or other forms of energy or hands-on healing.
17. __ My life's mission is more important than getting married and having children.
18. __ I really would like to go home now, because I know that Earth isn't my home.
19. __ I had a life-changing experience, such as a serious accident or near-death experience.
20. __ In the past, I was so miserable that I wanted to die and seriously considered (or attempted) suicide.
21. __ I have changed my first name, or I am strongly considering doing so.
22. __ My friends and family remark, "You're different now. There's something about you that's not the same."
23. __ I have made, or am making, drastic changes to many areas of my life simultaneously (such as moving, changing jobs, and divorcing) all at once.
24. __ I have deep spiritual knowledge that didn't come from any books or teachers.
25. __ Even though I know I'm different from other people, I still enjoy the company of others and get along pretty well with most people.
26. __ I know that I have magical abilities, which are untapped right now.
27. __ I have strong past-life memories or interest concerning Arthurian or Atlantean times.
28. __ I believe that I was burned at the stake, or killed in some other way, during witch hunts or Inquisitions.
29. __ I have studied Tarot cards or astrology.
30. __ I'm very drawn toward Earth-based spirituality, such as shamanism or full-moon ceremonies.

Scoring:

The number of true answers that you noted may reveal which realm you're from. Count the number of true answers for each successive grouping of six questions, beginning with the first six.

• For example, if you answered for or more true's to questions 1 through 6, then you're probably an Incarnated Angel. (That is, the more questions you answered true to, the more likely you are to fit into this category.)
• If you answered four or more true's to question 7 through 12, then you're probably an Incarnated Elemental.
• If you responded true four or more times to questions 13 through 18, then you're most likely a Starperson.
• If you had four more true answers to questions 19 through 24, then you're probably a Walk-In.
• If you answered true four or more times to quests 25 through 30, then you're most likely a Wise One.

If your answers don't reflect one particular category over another, then you may be an Evolving Earth Angel or a Dabbler. This is a being who is moving from one realm to another, such as from the Elemental realm into the Starperson realm, a topic discussed in Chapter 8.

(Here's my score, 5, 5, 5, 4, 6, ok back to the book *grin*)

Chapter 8

If You Feel That You Fit into More Than One Category...

About 10 percent of my audience members who hear the description of the Earth Angel realms tell me, "I feel like I fit into more than one category!" These Earth Angels know that they're lightworkers, yet they're unclear about their particular realm. (Then Doreen list some notes on each category and a section on the Evolving Soul... now back to the book *grin*).

- The Dabbler: Some souls desire variety, excitement, and a wealth of experiences. If you're a Dabbler, like " a kid in a candy store," you can't decide what you want, so you select everything on the menu. The Dabblers are Earth Angels who move from realm to realm. You never quite settle into one particular realm family. Instead, you graze from the highlights that each realm has to offer. Simultaneously, you bring gifts to each realm from the lessons you've learned while in the other Earth Angel realms. Dabblers rapidly adapt to new situations and people, much like children who move a lot and attend different schools, yet develop the ability to quickly fit in.

If you're an Evolving Soul or a Dabbler, you're like a honeybee going from flower to flower, taking and bringing nourishment as you travel. You provide valuable services because you infuse the realms with fresh blood, new ideas, and awakened vitality.

You could also be from a new realm that's yet undiscovered. As the world unfolds, new missions are required. And if you're one of the souls initiating those new missions, God bless you for your service!

Life-Path Work for Evolving Souls and Dabblers

Evolving Souls and Dabblers fall into two distinct groups: the Independent Thinkers and the Adaptors. Independent Thinkers are take-charge individuals and radical nonconformist who take pride in being outsiders. They believe that "normalcy" is tantamount to being sentenced to mediocrity. Independent Thinkers are champions of humanitarian and environmentalists cause - unless the causes are too popular. Independent Thinkers don't like to be trendy, and they desire their own unique niche outside of the mass populace.

Independent Thinkers, not surprisingly, do best in self-employment work geared around artistic or inventive pursuits. They don't enjoy systems, rules, or guidelines from outside "authorities." Ideal careers for Independent Thinkers would be the fine arts, craftwork, publishing, writing, or photography.

Dabblers love any career that offers them excitement and an opportunity to learn. They're better at working with the public than the Independent Thinkers. Ideal careers would be travel (working as a tour guide or working on a cruise ship), being a talent agent or scout (making other people's dreams come true), and any sales work involving a product or service that the Dabbler truly believes in.

Guidance and Suggestions If you're an Evolving Soul or a Dabbler

- Respect your decision for independence. Souls in this non-realm are generally nonconformists and rabble rousers. The earth needs your strength and power right now, so please don't dilute it by trying to fit in to any particular group (unless it comes naturally).

- Teach freedom. Too many humans allow themselves to be controlled by reigning authorities. By your refusal to conform or be tied down, you teach them alternatives. The more that you can do to garner personal happiness and peace, the more effective your teachings will be. Remember that you teach first by example, and then formal teaching opportunities arise as you allow them.

- Manifest, manifest, manifest. Because you tend to work outside of systems, you need to rely upon your personal manifestation power to sustain you materially. Remember that there are no neutral thoughts or words, so everything you say and think creates your future. Therefore, think about what you desire, and not about what you fear.

--- End of Excepts, thanks Doreen Virtue! You ROCK! Thank you thank you thank you!!!

Testing the flickr photo to blog system. This is my deck. I put the one flower in it's hanging vase last night.