Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Amma's
This is so cool. There is another Amma, two Amma's. So sweet.
I know the one Amma - Mata Amritanandamayi, she performed an amazing feet for me years back. I went to her retreat in Santa Fe, New Mexico. People blissing out, sitting in a large tent with her, musicians playing, waiting for my turn to go up and receive a hug from her. No lectures, no do this do that. Just love, hugs, smiles, bliss.
At the time my heart was blocked. I couldn't feel. Driving from Arizona through the desert on the Navajo (Dinah) Land, I did a heart check. It felt like there was this piece of plastic, long with a pointed top and bottom, (more exactly it was like pink stain glass in gold, like a double terminated crystal, only flat), right on my sternum, blocking my heart. It's when I was coming off the suicide intervention, doing the post treatment center work, and people would say "we love you" and I'd say, "that's an interesting concept, thanks". I felt nothing, but nothing was better than all the pain I had been in.
So, Amma takes me in her arms, hugs me, then with a firm grip on my shoulders, pushes me back, one hand still gripping me, the other brushing across my sternum, then she pulls me back into her with a loving hug.
Wow, *poof* I started to feel again. My heart was functioning, emotional awareness was returning. It was so black and white. All the while, no lecture, no do this, do that, no give us a donation now, zippo. Just drove back across the desert, smiling, in awe.
Anyway, I love Amma doing the love thing. I highly recommend people that get the opportunity to be in her presence to do so.
NOW, I'm reading the Sedona Creative Living Center email newsletter and here's another Amma - Sri Karunamayi, again, free, again sharing the love. Amazing. Well, if I'm in town I'm thinking I'll head on down there.
I know the one Amma - Mata Amritanandamayi, she performed an amazing feet for me years back. I went to her retreat in Santa Fe, New Mexico. People blissing out, sitting in a large tent with her, musicians playing, waiting for my turn to go up and receive a hug from her. No lectures, no do this do that. Just love, hugs, smiles, bliss.
At the time my heart was blocked. I couldn't feel. Driving from Arizona through the desert on the Navajo (Dinah) Land, I did a heart check. It felt like there was this piece of plastic, long with a pointed top and bottom, (more exactly it was like pink stain glass in gold, like a double terminated crystal, only flat), right on my sternum, blocking my heart. It's when I was coming off the suicide intervention, doing the post treatment center work, and people would say "we love you" and I'd say, "that's an interesting concept, thanks". I felt nothing, but nothing was better than all the pain I had been in.
So, Amma takes me in her arms, hugs me, then with a firm grip on my shoulders, pushes me back, one hand still gripping me, the other brushing across my sternum, then she pulls me back into her with a loving hug.
Wow, *poof* I started to feel again. My heart was functioning, emotional awareness was returning. It was so black and white. All the while, no lecture, no do this, do that, no give us a donation now, zippo. Just drove back across the desert, smiling, in awe.
Anyway, I love Amma doing the love thing. I highly recommend people that get the opportunity to be in her presence to do so.
NOW, I'm reading the Sedona Creative Living Center email newsletter and here's another Amma - Sri Karunamayi, again, free, again sharing the love. Amazing. Well, if I'm in town I'm thinking I'll head on down there.
