Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Next door neighbor died
My downstairs neighbor, (not directly under me, one over), just told me that my neighbor of 12 years died. I'm just quiet. Can't wrap my mind around it, empty space. I did get this thought that came to me though. I can not grieve him. I can't do depressed. Makes me understand the Kohanim. When Aaron's sons were taken up. Aaron was forbidden to tear his clothes, etc. to morn them. He was to continue on with dedicating the Tabernacle. It's said that the Divine does not rest on the depressed. I get it. My job is Happiness. Love. Chariot of Heaven. I love my neighbor. I pray for him and his family and I'll send a card and if I can get an address flowers. But I will not lower my energy for him, I can not, it interferes with Divine communication.
